I just had the most intense erotic experience of my life domming myself while my partner was out of town [F]

I’m twenty-three and I’ve been with my partner since I was a teenager. I love him to pieces, but I’m a born submissive and I absolutely need to be subjugated, abused, and used in order to keep myself feeling level and he’s never been up to the job. So whenever he’s gone for work, I like to tie myself up and come up with hot scenarios to follow alone. Last night takes the cake, though. I might have ruined myself, I can already tell I’m addicted.

I’m not sure how common of a reaction this is, but whenever I have pot, it makes me incredibly horny. To the point that if I get too high, I’ve been known to lay still and almost comatose, clenching and unclenching my thighs as I cum over and over again. Once, having sex in that condition, I came for three or four minutes straight just from the feeling of my partner’s balls slapping my clit. I’m usually the kind of girl that needs direct clitoral stimulation from a vibrator in order to have an orgasm, but not when I’m high.