[M]y first time with an attached woman [F] and the experience that got me hooked on taken girls

First of all, up front, yes I hooked up with someone else’s girl. I fully understand that this will be looked down upon by a lot of people, and I am fully aware that I will probably never have a lasting fulfilling relationship. If cheating upsets you, please just don’t read.

This happened a little over a year ago, Canada Day long weekend 2018. Some friends and I had a few camp sites booked for the weekend at a nearby lake. I had been single for a good year at the time, and the rest of my friends were couples or had just started young families, so I just got my own site as I was bringing my camper. Friday afternoon, I went to the one grocery store in my small town, and right away I noticed her…Brittney. I knew her very informally as the waitress I innocently share glances and half ass flirt with at a restaurant in a town about 45 minutes away I go to frequently to work, so seeing her in town at this grocery store kind of caught me a bit off guard.