A little backstory. 2 of my friends dated for a while and they broke up around this time just a few weeks before he left. I have never had sexual thoughts intentions about this specific bestfriend before, but I can definitely say I’ve always found him attractive.
I am normally very clingy and affectionate towards my bestfriend, let’s call him Sam, and it’s very normal for us to cuddle and sometimes even little kisses on the cheeks if we’re drunk. Once again never had sexual thought or intentions, but one night a few days before his party I had a really hot dream about the two of us fucking the life out of each other. I brushed it off thinking it was nothing. Fast forward to the night of the party and everyone’s gone to bed. I go snuggle up next to him which was now a common thing during parties we went to. That morning I felt him tapping me on the shoulder, waking me up. I’m still in his arms and he asks, “Can I touch your ass?” I honestly thought nothing of this. Half asleep I said yes and closed my eyes thinking he just wanted a quick squeeze. Think of it like a birthday gift lol.