So I was with my ex for 4 years, throughout the whole thing, I was friends with this guy Ben. My ex didn’t like Ben, saw him as a threat. I myself saw ben as harmless.
Flash forward to yesterday. I broke up with my ex about a week ago, and after a night of drunken mistake, Ben came over to hang out and get filled in on my drunken behaviour from the night before. We talked daily but didn’t get to hang often so it was nice to see him.
After a few hours, something changed. Our tone of conversation changed from talking about other people to each other. At this point I was so nervous, we had been friends for so long, what if I was picking up the wrong signals?
Then I asked him, “if I did something, would you promise not to judge me for it?”
Of course he said it depends on what it was but to go ahead.
I pulled him in by his shirt and kissed him harder than I’d kissed someone in a long time. Within minutes we were naked and I pushed him on to my couch to suck his dick.