[M] My girlfriend prefers a larger cock

My girlfriend has been posting her nudes on the internet on a popular site that I’m sure you guys are all familiar with. I’ve posted about it before [here](https://www.reddit.com/r/SluttyConfessions/comments/n35588/i_found_out_my_girlfriend_posts_on_the_internet/) want to get some background about today’s post.

The situation has not changed much. She is still posting her nudes and I have secretly been her fan for quite a few months now. I would religiously check her page and anytime there’s an update, I would pervertedly masturbate to her posts, the same posts that her many subscribers can see as well. I know this sounds weird but there are times where I rather just go home and masturbate to her posts than meet her for actual sex. I don’t really know how to explain what I’m feeling but for some reason, it is so much hotter to masturbate to her photos/videos?

Anyway, I saw that she had a special service for her long-time fans (I’m apparently a long-time fan now?) where her fans could send in a dick pic and she would give a video review for a fee. I’m not proud about what I did next, but I did it anyway.

[M] Watching my girlfriend on the internet

Awhile back, I made a post on this account saying how I found out that my girlfriend posts on a popular site which I am sure everyone here knows about. At that time, I was shocked that she would do something like this. But I guess that I should have suspected something as she had been splurging on expensive items even though her financials were not that good.

I have not told her that I found out about her page, and I am both ashamed and aroused to admit that I have subscribed to her and am secretly masturbating to her posts. The funny thing is that both of us enjoy having sex with each other and I could have sex with her anytime I want. I could even ask her for nudes and I am sure that she would send them to me. However, watching her posts turns me on so much and sometimes I rather masturbate to her posts than actually have sex with her? To be honest, I am not really sure why I am feeling this way, those posts are not even that exclusive since her 100+ fans can see them too.