Author: honest_giraffe

Hmpf. Another day at work. It’s mid summer and I feel like I’m going to melt soon. I’m starring into my computer trying to look like I’d be working… suddenly I get a text. Hm. What does my coworker want now??

**”Hey, whats up?”** Read more »

First off thanks for your interest
2nd… **river** not ~~rivef~~
And 3rd… have fun ;-) Read more »

So, I’m sitting at this boring information evening and you’re right next to me. The funny thing is that the morning comes to my mind because it’s your birthday and we were together in the train and you didn’t tell me. In school a friend of you came to you to give you a hug and congratulated you. I felt ashamed that I didn’t know and gave you a hug as well. I enjoyed the moment I could touch you and I felt a *little excited* about it.

I’m lost in my mind, not realizing, that I’m totally starring at you right now. You look back at me and smile. My skin tingles my fingers are kind of numb. The urge to touch you is unbearable. I’ve never felt this way my whole life before. I want to touch you all over. Even the slightest physical connection makes me driving crazy, wanting more to feel of you. First I “*accidentally*” touch your leg with mine, as it raises excitement I can’t do anything else than laying my hand onto yours between our chairs. You seem not to like it and take your hand away. I’m feeling down, but then you look at me again and I obviously take your hand. You smile. This is the moment I realize that **you really must have been thinking that all those touches were actually accidentally**. I blush as I think it’s hilarious that you didn’t realize this earlier. The second thing which lets me blush, is the fact that i**n my mind we’re already some steps further**. After all the information stuff we move on to the apéro. **Lucky us**, there is **white wine!** Read more »

*sorry for messing up with tenses etc… whatever enjoy reading.. :)*

The first time I saw you at school I was thinking you’re just a basic nerd doing a lot of school work. Basically you’re nothing more. But for me this changed, and it changed a lot. Somehow you caught my eye and got stuck in my brain. But not in that romantic manner, but more in a sexual way.

20.10.2016
Today I’m sitting next to you in class. You swear right beside me because something on your laptop seems not to work. I’m a little confused but I see in your face that you’re not really angry just exaggerate. I’m feeling a little confused at first but I have to hold back a smile because I think it’s kind of cute *(I know I’m crazy, right?!)*. Swearing with a dominant tone sexually aroused me. The **doors to the cinema in my head just opened** and by the time I psychically walked in it already started seeing your naked body in front of my inner eye. This dominant tone made me want you to fuck me. To fuck me **hard**.
By that time, I knew I definitely was sexually attracted to this guy, lets call him *John*, even though I **never felt visually attracted** to him.
While I was getting more and more excited I felt the urge to touch you so I placed my hand under the table in the middle of us two, hoping you’d reach for it.
Sadly, nothing happened that day. Read more »