[Fantasies] I realizied that I love porn so much not because I want to be a guy in scenes, rather I want to be a girl. And I am skinny, fragile and frail, so? M23

I want part of lifestyle of a extremely sexually submissive “slut” girl who has sex-intelligence and love and understands the act of copulating.

.. I want to be picked by a group of rich 30s guys, shipped with them to a fancy southern vacation (or northern) location. Fucked all the time (even ceremonially taken virginity), (sweatpants ripped) massaged and fucked, gangbanged, fingered in cars and clubs as a sign of ownership, drugged (yay), dped, creampied (this excite and scare me), bdsm, strict orgasm control sometimes, whored out to other groups, parties all the time, bukkake, dommed with other subs like me (both boys and girls)(with whom I will be locked in the cage and being forced to lick eachother till the dawn), …

…Then fed to regain libido and then fucked again, triple penetration, given escorts to fuck, exploring new fetishes and kinks all the way, filmed as a humiliation and blackmails, rape play all the time (strugglefucking/bratting). Given fancy opportunity and teaching how to workout.

This is just the ultimate half-fantastical version. 40% of it would be great. Every day (or actually dawn) ending feeling full-filled (both belly and below it). I look as femme boy and said to be attractive and skinny as fuck with a above average fuckable butt and good with dirty talk for a submissive.

I like (m)y submissive looks. I want my (F)WB to dom me and then to dom me by letting call-coks to fill her up in front of hogtied me

I (M23) have frail-submissive barely-legal looks. I grew to like it. I have that old female friend/fuckbuddy, average face with no bone structure but 5″11(180cm) tall and skinny, pale and raven haired, so most guys easily try to provide an orgasm for her when she calls.

I was home alone the other day so I send her some selfie where I looked like 15year old cute(to her) girl and wrote half-jokingly “Who the hell would have fucked me besides you? I look like ubderage, average penis and lately I am so undisciplined I just cum after I find something good to turn me on.”

Selfie was taken on my big bed. She wrote back “Oh, I will restrain you spreadeagled on that big bed of yours and your orgasm will be strictly, strictly controlled” (it was half jokingly, she knows I like that kind of dirty talk, I teached her)

This is where my fantasies of playful-roleplaying begin. I want her to come to my place, dom me by pressing me against the wall (I am of the same height so yay!) but after she cannot physically subdue me, order me to strip, after I refuse – threaten me that she will send embarassing photos to my college crush. On those photos I am naked, with spreaded legs saying boyish submissive things.