Update from 19[F] virgin obsessed with anal!!

I posted here like a month ago. I’ve never had sex before and had trouble penetrating my pussy while I masturbated. So I tried playing with my ass and ughhh it felt so good, intense and hot. When I posted about it last time I’d only just gotten started but now I’ve stretched myself with my fingers and a nice wide lotion bottle.

I’ve also finally managed to get a finger or two in my pussy (I think was just too tense before!) and it’s fun but fucking my asshole is so much more exciting and sexy to me…. I really am becoming a little anal slut. :) Filling up my ass is now my new favorite quarantine hobby.

I figure I could accommodate a decently sized cock now, and it turns me on so badly to imagine bouncing on one. I can not touch my pussy at all while I play with my ass and still be soaking wet. The best is when I give myself clit orgasms while my ass is filled, they’re the best orgasms I’ve ever had.

19 [F] virgin, never even penetrated my pussy but tried ass play and am now obsessed ?

I’m a virgin for reasons (mainly my shyness!!) and am really thinking about losing it in the near future. Sadly that’s not an option right now bc of lockdown so I thought I’d finally try penetrating myself for fun.

I’ve never been able to get even a finger deep in my pussy for some reason, I kind of feel the barrier there and can’t seem to find the nerve to push past it. I was feeling a little down and remembered a guy I was dirty talking on the Internet (I do that a lot haha) mentioned he liked the trend of putting sharpies in a girl’s butt. I’ve always liked the thought of anal and thought I’d try it eventually, I thought, but why not now? And the sharpie idea was perfect, so small. I took a marker and tried pushing it into my ass and felt that same resistance. I had an idea, took some aloe vera gel I have, lubricated the pen and it slid in so easily. The sensation felt so intense and crazy, my heart was pounding. I’ve never had anything in me before.