[FF] I’m a 42 year old late bloomer who recently slept with a woman for the first time – pt. deux

Here’s a link to part one of my sapphic safari:

[https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/8z8niq/ff_im_42_a_late_bloomer_and_just_had_sex_with_a/](https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/8z8niq/ff_im_42_a_late_bloomer_and_just_had_sex_with_a/)

Sorry it took me so long to get around to part 2. Work has been unexpectedly, unrepentantly awful this week, and I haven’t had the energy to masturbate, let alone stay up late, chronicling my smutty experiences.

So, when we last saw our heroine, she was in the throes of a rump-shaking orgasm from the oral attention of an ultra-sexy, much younger, boi. After the shudders subsided, and the alternating waves of heat and electricity slowed to a manageable pulse, I could barely move. It wasn’t a physical paralysis, of course, but a deeply emotional one. Imagine the following experience: you go to Disneyland as an adult for the first time, your first ride is the Matterhorn, the evening fireworks display is going on, and when you get to the peak of the mountain and exit the cave (post-Yeti jump-scare), a wall of undulating color erupts in the sky ahead of you, bathing you in warm, radiant light. At the same time, everyone you’ve ever loved and who’s ever had your best interest at heart is floating in a line, just to the left of the tracks, beaming and clapping for you. Oh yeah, and Pennywise the dancing clown is chasing your car down the tracks, screeching “We all float down here!” Now, add a few shots of Five-Hour Energy, a quaalude, and ratchet the intensity up to 11. You have some idea of how I was feeling.

[FF] Im 42, a late bloomer, and just had sex with a woman for the first time

Just so as not to bury the lede, I can’t guarantee that all of this is going to be particularly sexy. It’s long and takes longer than it should to get going (just like me!). I’m 42, and I’m entering what can only be described as my sexual novitiate, so there’s a non-zero chance that there will be awkward behavior and missteps. The ultrashort thumbnail is that I have been married to a man for 20 years, during which time my husband has been my only sexual partner. We have two teenage kids, one of whom is about to leave for college. Before last week, I had never had any sort of sexual encounter with another woman. I can say with certainty, however, that I am gay. On some level, I’ve always known. Hell, my husband knew before I did, but he’s such a genuinely good man that he didn’t want to push me toward my truth. Anywho, none of this is sexy, and I basically covered it in a post you can find in my history if you’re interested. Long story short, we’re in the opening stages of an amicable divorce, are not sharing a bed, and are free to see other people.