11/9/21
Dear diary,
Today I turned my first trick. It wasn’t my intent to take the leap into full service, it was supposed to just be a private lap dance, not even fully nude… but I couldn’t help myself.
We met at the Chandelier lounge in the Cosmopolitan here in Vegas. The moment he arrived he radiated confidence in a way I cannot articulate. When he introduced himself and I shook his hand it felt like electricity up my arm. That electric feeling when he touched me never subsided the entire night. I couldn’t run my game on him because it felt like he was a magnet and I was a cell phone, my brain just didn’t work. I stumbled over simple words, I became very aware of my hands and how sweaty my palms were. I’ve never been nervous like that with anyone before, especially a man.
Afterwards, we went up to his hotel room, I freshened up in the bathroom and peeled off my clothes till I was only in my underwear and heels. When I came out he subtly checked me out in way that made me feel like he was looking at a goddess, not an object for his pleasure. I felt like a deer in the headlights and for a moment we just looked at one another in silence. I typically ask guys when we meet in public what they’re looking for, is it more bachelor party or sensual vip room experience, and what kind of music they want to listen too. But like I said, all of that escaped my mind when he arrived. Before I could snap out of it he grabs his phone and plays butterflies by Michael Jackson. I slowly make my way over to him on the bed and I position myself between his legs. He gently runs his hands up the back of my thigh, when his hands reached my ass he pulled me in closer to him. He continued gliding his hands up my body ever so slowly. His touch tingled giving me goosebumps and making my pussy quiver. When his hands reached the middle of my back he began to move them forward and applied more pressure till he reached my breasts. He then planted his face between them while cupping the sides. He began kissing in between my breasts, then looked up at me and said “this song describes how I feel right now, that’s why I chose it.” I hadn’t been paying attention to the music till then and I hear “I just wanna touch and kiss and I wish I could be with you tonight you give me butterflies inside” I have never been swept off my feet before till that moment. This man was smooth. I pushed him onto the bed and began to straddle him still with the intent of just giving him a dance. He then reached up and put his hand on my chest, not my breasts but my chest. I assume to feel my heartbeat because it was damn near beating outta my chest at that point. I began to grind myself on his waist when I noticed how hard he was. As I began to use that lump underneath me to rub my clit on, his other hand moved to hold my waist. It was the strangest thing, he wasn’t trying to grab my ass he was trying to make sure I’m stable on top of him. His hand on my chest began to slowly move up my neck. Typically when guys go to touch my neck I immediately slap their hand away but this is no “guy”. This is a man I just know would never touch me to hurt me. Sure enough his hand moves past my neck and caresses my face. I feel his dick twitch in his pants underneath me and I just had to kiss him. I bend down and his hand moves from my cheek to the back of my head. The other on my waist does not move just applies more pressure aiding my strokes as he begins to thrust with me. We both let out a soft moan when our lips met. I could feel how soaked my panties were at this point. We kept a slow pace grinding on one another for awhile. His lips tingled against mine and he softly began gliding his tongue against mine almost like he was trying to tickle my tongue with his and it sent shivers down my spine. He stopped and asks “are you ok? Are you comfortable with all of this?” I nod my head yes and lean back down to kiss him. He then picked me up and laid me down on the other bed in front of us. As he’s standing over me unbuttoning his jeans I notice I have not only soaked through my panties but I’ve also soaked through his jeans and underwear. I never knew my pussy was capable of getting that wet. I couldn’t get my panties and bra off fast enough. When I did he had undressed completely and was making his way on top of me. He planted his left leg beside my right and his right in between both my legs. He hooked his right foot under my left shin and as his leg traveled up mine, he spread my legs apart. Just describing this makes my pussy tingle. Then he yanked the pillow out from under my head and replaced it with his hand. He began to kiss me again and when our genitals met he let out the sexiest deep sigh of relief I’ve ever heard. With his other hand, he guided his dick up and down my labia. It was almost like he was studying how my body reacted to where his dick was touching. He took his time before pressing his dick in between my labia minora. He didn’t slip inside me, he methodically rubbed his dick over my clit making me twitch from pleasure. Then he’d switch it up by rubbing his dick on the side in between my labia minora and majora paying close attention to the root of my clit. The more I moaned and twitched the more passionately he’d kiss me. God, I wanted him inside me but I was too timid to tell him. This was the first time I wasn’t in control and I was loving every second of it. After 15 minutes of him rubbing his dick up and down my vulva he started to play with the entrance of my vaginal canal. He really only put the tip in. Instead of the traditional in and out motion, he kept going up n down. I don’t know how to really describe it, I guess kind of like a flick. He’d put the tip in and then press his dick up so it would pop out and up my labia again to my clit. There was barely any insertion and I was cumming immediately. When he noticed he whispered “good girl cum on my dick.” My toes curled immediately, I grabbed his arms, my back arched and he sped up the pussy flicking while supporting the back of my head with his hand. Ive never came so hard from so little. As my orgasm ended, his brow furrowed and he groaned “fuuuck” as he covered the outside of my pussy with his cum. I closed my eyes to focus on the sensation of his dick twitching with every spurt of cum on my vulva. It was an incredible feeling.
Afterwards, he went to the bathroom to clean up and I stayed staring up at the ceiling almost in a trance. He went about it all perfectly, by giving me just enough to crave more of him. And I have to have more…