I [F] am horny as heck and can’t do anything about it

Confession: I cannot masturbate. I just can’t. I touvh myself and it just feels numb and frustrating.

These last two months I have been constantly horny every single day everywhere. It is driving me crazy. I haven’t even let out some steam by making out with my boyfriend, since we got different schedules now. I want to jump on top of him and fuck him sensless. But I can’t since we have no privacy and promised virginity until marriage. I feel so frustrated right now. I am at work and what I want the most is to hump something/someone right now.

This is sooooo frustrating.