I’m a very long-winded writer, so if you just want to skip until the actual sex head for the *******
Before Blake, I’d had sex with three guys. All had been nice, but rather underwhelming. Blake was different from the beginning. I couldn’t stop fantasizing about him. We met through online gaming–he was a friend of a friend. Although he lived in another country, we quickly became quite close, messaging daily and eventually voice calling once or twice a week, to watch shows together, game, or just talk. Despite being extremely different people–he was very artsy, and I was a hardcore science student–we had a lot of common ground when it came to shows, interests, and even deeper beliefs about life.
Things were very platonic for a long while–we’d have slightly flirty inside jokes, but nothing obvious or intense. I happened to know that he was a virgin, probably hadn’t even had his first kiss yet. But his voice got under my skin and turned me on like nothing else. We’d often stay up so late I’d be lying in bed with all my lights off and headphones in, just listening to the sound of his voice. It was just the right combination of rough and deep that had my mind running as to what it might sound like whispering some nasty things in my ear.