[M30/F26] – Hooked up with the woman I’ve been doing a DirtyPenPals role-play with for the last 18 months (long)

Going back to October of 2014, I started a /r/dirtypenpals RP with someone, and since then we’ve kept it going with frequent exchanges. We send messages every day or two. I recently turned 30, I’m 6’1″, and about 200lbs. I travel a ton for work, and eat out a lot, so I’m a few pounds heavy, but not bad looking. I described my character physically as a reflection of myself, but maybe in a bit better shape.

My partner’s writing was amazing, and she was creative in all the best ways. At one point she sent me a 4000 word scene describing getting herself off with a vibrator while imagining my character fucking her. It was beyond erotic, and was skirting toward, dare I say, literature. She described her character as 5’8″, blonde hair, blue eyes, and, obviously, gorgeous..

Anyways, as time went on, we started writing more out of character, usually a paragraph or two before the good stuff started up. Over that time, we definitely formed a kind of friendship, albeit one predicated on writing dirty dirty smut to each other, so sex was always an over-arching theme. My DPP partner never physically described herself, but early on did say that she was a college student, English Lit major, just about to graduate.

Giving in to your desires feels so very good, even if it makes me a bad person. [M/F]

TL;DR – scroll to the page break for the sexy times.

I recently returned from an extended trip to Europe. It was to celebrate my wife and I's 5th anniversary. When I met my wife, I was 26, 6', 320lbs, and nothing special. I'd always been a big guy since puberty. I'm strong, but my diet was always terrible, and I didn't take care of myself at all. 2 years ago, I started working out, eating better, etc… Lost 115lbs, which I've kept off. My wife kind of went the other direction.

In my life, I’d only been with (up until Amsterdam) 5 women. My wife was by far the most attractive of the bunch, but if I’m honest, I’m not physically attracted to her any more. All of the other women I’d been with where wonderful people, but not a single one was under 200lbs, or did anything for me from a purely physical attraction POV.

I know that makes me kind of shallow, but attraction is what it is.