[FM] I cheat on my husband (very long, first story, please be kind…)

Hello, I am posting this here because I deleted my original post in r/adultery because I receive so many negative messages and threat from angry people. I know cheating is not a very nice thing to do and its make me a cheater but this is my story and I want to share it anyway because it is good to confess sometimes! Somebody tell me to post it here instead because people here are more understanding of this decision I make, but to add some sexual detail to my story so here it is, I try at least! Sorry if it is long and sorry if I am not such a good writer because this is my first time to write a “story”.

Please be nice to me even if you hate me for being a cheater…. I already have been thru a lot so this is my story….