The Girls I’ve Seen – The Second Girl [MF]


The Girls I’ve Seen – The First Girl [MF] from gonewildstories

Not every girl you see is the same. Like any job (and that’s what sex work is), you meet people of different experience levels. Sex is a skill, and it needs to be practiced to get truly excellent at it.

After my first experience was a success, I wanted to find someone locally. I went to the usual place and found a girl in my town, who’s price was within my range. Her photos were fake, but the location was unbeatable, and I figured if it was too much of a bait and switch, I could back out with my morals intact.

I made arrangements to meet with her, and as I sat in the parking lot waiting to get her room number, I practiced what I would say if things went wrong. I rode the elevator thinking “Sorry, you weren’t what I expected.” I walked down the hall thinking “I can’t go through with this.” She opened the door and I thought “Holy shit.”

The Girls I’ve Seen – The First Girl [MF]

After about four years of, let’s be honest, a mid-life crisis, my days of using escorts have recently come to a natural end. I’m moving onto a new, exciting time in my life that simply doesn’t involve them. I have no regrets, and reflecting on the end of this era is making me think of the girls I’ve seen.

Keep in mind, when I say girl, I always mean woman. I don’t call all women girls, it’s infantilizing. And these were definitely all women. But calling someone an escort can make it sound like they’re aloof. And calling someone a hooker somehow strikes me as deliberately mean, even when it’s not intended that way. I’ve always fallen back to call girls, a phrase I’ve loved since reading old detective novels. It’s a little old-fashioned, so I always just call them ‘girls.’

The first time I saw someone, it was almost on a whim. I just happened to be leaving on a four day trip to a hobby convention the next day, and was looking at some porn. An ad for an escort guide popped up, and a lightbulb went off. I had about $1000 budgeted for spending money for the weekend, and my wife and I had recently talked about how I could try and see someone outside of our marriage. I’d never considered paying for it, but what the hell? The stars just aligned.