Gotta use the throwaway for this! (First post so im sorry if this isnt great!)
My brother in laws cousin often joins our family Christmas activities, which is great, the more the merrier and all.
I always have a great conversation with Alex (let’s call him Alex) whenever I see him. He is pretty quiet, funny, but definitely not particularly forward. I think he is gorgeous as well, but I have always been in a relationship and I know that he is quite religious, so it’s never gone past a cheeky joke etc. Til’ last night.
This is my first Christmas single in almost a decade. I’m doing okay but it’s hit a little harder over the Holidays. Last night I spent Christmas with my sister, brother in law and both sides of their family. Alex was there, besides the younger kids/teens we are the only single ones. So my sister ensured we were sitting together which was great. We chatted almost the whole day, I don’t think until after dessert I noticed a button on my dress had come open (I am pretty well endowed in the chest department) and I noticed Alex had looked down a couple of times. Super quickly but enough to get my mind wandering a little. Feeling his leg pressed against mine at a crowded table and the dress button got me a little worked up.