37 [m], the time I thought a mouth was just a mouth

So this happened a few years ago but figured it fit with the contest. So some background I was a drug addict and finally got sober. I spent 3 months in a long term rehab and another 4 in a halfway house. I haven’t gotten any in a long time and being newly sober I was horny all the time. I spent a lot of time jacking off but it just wasn’t enough.

I moved out of the halfway house and into a house with some friends who were all different ages that I met from the halfway house. I download tinder and I’m not having luck partially because it’s hard to tell a girl I’m newly sober with no car, minimum wage job and 3 random roommates. One day I’m thinking about how a mouth is just a mouth and I need to cum.

I decide to download grinder and within 5 minutes I have tons of dick pics and butthole pics coming my way. Anyway, I chat with one guy and tell him what I want and he’s down. So as were chatting I’m jacking off and I guess I got a little too excited and came. After I nutted that’s when the post nut clarity kicked in and I deleted my account and Uninstalled the app.