Maybe everyone has one of these stories, one of these memories? The one that makes you instantly hard or wet when you think about it, makes you re-live that experience like it happened yesterday. I don’t know about you, but I certainly have one.
When I was nineteen or twenty or so, I went on a dating website and answered an ad that an older woman had posted. She was looking for a younger man to go out with, to have sex with. There were no pictures on the site, there was no Tinder back then. We chatted for a bit and after a couple of days of that we agreed to meet at a bar, just to see what we looked like and if we wanted to take it further at a later date.
I can’t remember exactly, but I can guess that I was really nervous before the first meeting. I was quite young and inexperienced, at that point I had had sex with two girls, both my age and my “serious girlfriends”. The relationships didn’t last that long, the sex was quite nervous and experimental, we were trying to find out what we liked and how to act with another person, naked and vulnerable. I was a tall and skinny kid back then, not that sure about myself or confident in my physicality. I wasn’t awkward or anything, I was just young and inexperienced.