Hi there, not really a strong writer but I’d love to share something that happened recently. 37m married, straight my whole life and just recently admitting that I’m bisexual. Never so much as touched another guy but started getting really curious with stronger fantasies..
Downloaded an app and made a profile on a local site just to look around, chatted with a few dudes and maybe after a couple days met with someone I kinda clicked with. We just kinda talked dirty and sexted a bit..talked about porn and jerked off it was pretty fun as I haven’t really had sexual experiences with other men.
We continued that for a few weeks and he suggested meeting up to do the same sort of thing in person, no pressure and see if we are having fun. Was pretty excited but nervous and offered to host at my place, we made the arrangements and he showed up about half an hour later.
He wasn’t exactly good looking, maybe a 6/10 as far as dudes go lol. Size difference was a little intimidating as I’m shorter (5’6) and he’s like 6’3. We chat for a bit awkwardly, he’s nice but pretty quiet and I’m not really sure about the meeting.