I [M] had a kinky ongoing rendezvous with my ex-FWB [F]

I [M] had an ongoing kinky affair with my ex-FWB [F] and I can’t get it off my mind

I’m a mid 40s guy, 5 ft 9, 155 lbs fit. Shaved head and blue eyes. Tattooed and well endowed. Professional and confident. Some years ago now, when I was 30 & unattached in Southern California , I met a beautiful older lady [37] while out with friends one evening. By sunrise, before we even knew each other’s names, I had fucked her bare and she had swallowed my cum in a room at a very nice downtown hotel.

We ended up seeing (and fucking) each other for a couple of years, and our sex rapidly evolved into a more kinky adventure, as we came to realize we liked the same things and as we discovered more about ourselves together. Public play, exhibitionism, dirty talk …