Since my girlfriend is older than me she has had more sexual experiences than I have. This used to make me insecure but now recently it has really been turning me on. It’s pretty much all I think about when masturbating now. I imagine how many guys she used to fuck and how much better they would have been than me at having sex.
I think part of this has to do with the fact that I had performance anxiety when we first started having sex and could not get or maintain an erection when trying to have sex for the first few months we dated. Sometimes I would cum while still flaccid as soon as she would touch my dick. This made me super embarrassed but luckily she was understanding and showed me how to properly have sex. When I was having performance anxiety and could not have penetrative sex I would always make sure to satisfy her by eating her out.
She also once accidentally told me she prefers circumcised penises and mine is uncut. At the time this hurt my feelings but now I can’t stop thinking of her playing with a big circumcised cock. Read more »