Author: globaldickshortage

Chapter 19: brotherly duties

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How did the subject change to blowjobs this fast? I would lie if I’d say that I wouldn’t like it, but it was unthinkable that I would demand something from Casey let alone do something that would hurt her. I wasn’t naive enough to think that every boy had this mindset, but that even Casey thought it would be right that she needed to do these things, if I wanted to, left me a little shocked.

I remembered, that she wanted to make me blush and decided to get revenge on her. She still had the Banana in her hand, which was covered in her saliva. I took it out of her hand and bit off the tip. I didn’t care about the saliva. We had kissed each other. It didn’t matter whether she had the banana in her mouth.

That was my way of thinking. Casey still blushed. “Who is blushing now?” Casey didn’t look at me. She pressed the side of her head against my chest and tightened her hug. It seemed like she needed to get something off her chest. “Everything okay?” I asked her. After stroking her head for a while she finally began to speak. “Is it really okay for you to wait? You have needs too and if you want to I guess it would be okay for me.” Read more »

Chapter 18: Fulfilled

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I always imagined the heart as a place you needed to fill with the love of the people around you. When you are just a child, the love of your parents is more than enough for that. Growing older, your heart gets bigger and you need to find friends to not have an empty space in your heart.

I never had that many close friends but with Matt at my side I never had a lack of it. I also had my parents and Mia with me and I never imagined that one of these three could vanish one day.

I didn’t even told Matt what has happened at home. I wasn’t ready to speak about it now. Remembering how my parents made their own kids responsible for their failed marriage had ripped a hole in my heart not even Matt could fill.

I hurt so much that I sometimes even thought, that I would throw up. And this even though I still got Matt and Mia.

I didn’t wanna know what would happen with me if I were to lose one of them. Mia would stay with me, she was my sister and Matt would also stay with me, as a best friend. At least for the next years. Read more »

Chapter 17: The feelings we have

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“The real torture is that you wanna do more but are afraid of it.” Casey was the first to say it out loud. We’ve been laying like this for the last ten minutes, neither proceeding nor going back. Now Casey had created an opportunity for me to give both of us the confidence that we needed. “I know, I mean I want it too, but I think you know that already.” She nodded slightly. “That’s not the problem, it’s… what happens with us after that?” She sounded a little worried and I could totally relate to that. Loosing her was one of the only fears I had and being in a relationship with her would increase the risk of that.

The thought alone was enough to develop a heavy feeling in my chest. I had to press Casey a little against me to compensate that. I felt her arms wrapping around my neck as she did the same, except much harder. She even was shaking a little. “I just don’t wanna loose you.” Her voice was shivering. It felt even harder to proceed after she said that but I knew that one if us had to do it. I continued the sentence for her. “…but you wanna be with me?” I knew the answer but her answering this question had the purpose to give her confidence, not me and it worked way better than expected. Read more »

Chapter 16: Friends can be jealous, right?

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“Many would say that this is already a relationship
thing. I mean cuddling and the other stuff we do.” She was right. I could understand why others thought that this kind of stuff was not for friends. They were all the same. Either players, with a new girl every month or virgins who never even touched a girl. Both of these groups could only see physical contact as a sexual thing. There were some people who understood the comforting part of cuddling but they were pretty rare.

“They got no idea. It’s their problem they only know the sexual aspects of this.” I felt Casey smiling a little on my chest. “Well, not everyone can be as lucky as we are.” She shortly lifted her head and kissed my chest through the fabric of my shirt. It was more jokingly than a real kiss but it still was nice. “Why do we kiss each other that often?” She was almost laughing about it. “I don’t know, it got more in the last time but I think it started when we were like 13 or 14.” She thought for a moment and then remembered. “Yeah right, fucking truth or dare. Didn’t Lily have a crush on you, so she let Daniel dare you to kiss her on the cheek but he let you choose between her and me?” I was surprised about, how well she remembered that. “Exactly, the problem was, that I couldn’t stand Lily at that point and you didn’t want me to kiss her, too, right?” The last part just came out of my mouth. I was pretty sure that it was true but I never told Casey I knew that. Read more »

Chapter 15: A normal friend

Why could I say such things so casually? I was just rambling, did I even say it out loud? “I promise.” He just said it. It was initially just a dumb thought of me and he had every right to doubt my mental functionality right now, but he really took me serious. I relaxed my grip and felt how I slit down a little. That was when I noticed that he was carrying me. How could I not have noticed this and how long was he already doing this? It somehow felt nice but I was probably too heavy for him.

I let go off him and placed my feet back on the ground. He still held me and I laid my head on his chest. Listening to his heartbeat, I tried to forgot what happened at home. Home? This place wasn’t a home anymore. It was the same house but there was no feeling of home anymore. The only feeling of home I got was right here. In Matt’s arms. No matter how anxious I was, he always made me feel safe. Read more »

Chapter 12: A cutie

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I used her boobs as a pillow! I knew that I should focus on other things, but the thought that I just cuddled my face against the chest of one of the hottest girls in school left no space for anything else. It wasn’t just that it felt really good, which it definitely did, but that Casey almost forced me to do this. It was by far the biggest proof of trust I ever got from her. Are you really thinking about her boobs while she needs comfort?!

It wasn’t like I did nothing for her. I kissed her forehead and was stroking her cheek. I could allow myself to think about other stuff while doing this. I didn’t even know why she needed comfort right now, but maybe I should focus on her now. Read more »