I know virginity is just a concept and I didn’t really consider myself a virgin, but I was still very aware of the fact that I’d never had penetrative sex. In the past I think it was a mix of intense anxiety and also not knowing how to relax my pelvic muscles. However over the last few months I’ve been sexually frustrated, needed to get someone off my mind, and felt like I was ready to get fucked senseless now.
I went on a date with a fuccboi off of a dating app and even though I didn’t feel much connection over conversation, I felt helpless and needy whenever he had his arm around me and knew he would be attentive in bed. I happily went home with him and never told him that I’d never had penetrative sex. We fucked once (I was so relieved that it went in, and he kept commenting how tight I was, not knowing that it was a fresh untouched pussy) and then he went down on me and fucking stayed there until I came (first time orgasming with a partner also!) He was so amazed at how good my pussy tasted.
We ended up fucking so many times that night and I didn’t realize that I could be that loud in bed until he was pounding my pussy deep into his mattress and using his hand to either cover my mouth or shove my face into his pillow to shut me up.