This happened in the summer of 2018. I returned to college from home for my final year in college while my dry spell has continued into its fourth month. Touching myself will do it for me for two hours, but leaves me wanting more always, and I end up in a sad horny phase and brings me to this upward (or downward?) horny spiral that will not end.
Knowing that I will probably not end up either working or continuing education around anywhere close to where I was, I decided that I am not looking for a long term relationship. I started going to try my luck on all the dating apps that I can lay my hands on. Tinder, Bumble, CoffeeMeetsBagel, you name it. I wanted a long term fuck buddy to end my dry spell. I wanted someone that will fuck me properly, tie my hands up, put a blindfold around me, spank my ass, and fuck me with absolutely no mercy and turn my desert of a pussy into a fucking ocean.