When I was 20, I was in a college down south and I had a total asshole of a boyfriend at the time. I walked in on him cheating on me with a girl who I thought was my best friend and I came to find out that day that he had been with a few of my friends. He tried to chase me down but I wanted nothing to do with him and wound up crying in my room that night, I wanted to get him back.
Well my boyfriend was racist (to be honest I was kind of too at the time) and he hated seeing me even talk to black guys. He even asked me if I ever dated a black guy before we started dating. So in my stupid mind I was going to go fuck a black guy to get back at him.