My First Time with a Man [MM]

I’ve always found myself in a bizarre situation with my sexuality. I absolutely love the female form… except vaginas. Don’t know why, but they do absolutely nothing for me. I grew up a nerdy kid, not popular but had my own friends. I had NO idea how to interact with girls though. I spent a lot of time on the internet, like any self-respecting nerd in the late 2000s. One night, I came across the website that would define my sex life the next seven-eight years: Craiglist. It caught my attention immediately. All these people, wanting sex, putting themselves out there. I found it intoxicating to peer into the inner desires of these strangers on the internet. I knew pretty quickly that all of the women on there were either fake or prostitutes, so I ventured over to M4M. It seemed so simple: post a quick message, get laid. I decided after a few weeks of reading endless posts, I decided to make my own. I had just turned 18 so I was feeling adventurous.