I’ve been asked this story multiple times. For a little context, maybe [this one](https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/owwflo/the_first_time_i_19f_at_the_time_discovered_the/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf) should go first.
But long story short, I had a sexual awakening when I was 19 and studying English in NYC. Joakim (the guys name) was my absolute obsession. About three weeks into the course he shit out of me after I sneaked into his dorm one night. And after that we became inseparable. Over the 6 weeks we were together we did all sort of incredibly nasty things. Most of them I haven’t told anyone. He was 23, absolutely gorgeous, dominant and was super committed into the idea of me regaining my sexuality. He made me realize I never owned it in the first place, and now was the time.
But this story in particular is about Tim, a classmate of ours.
Joakim and Tim became good friend from day one. Tim was confusing to me. He was gorgeous, and clearly a horndog. But sometimes he would stare at me with hunger and another times I thought I was going insane because I could swear he would stare at Joakim the same way. They would play futbol shirtless together sometimes and I would watch them with their shirts off, sweaty and competitive and eventually playfully fighting, wet as hell thinking about how fucking gay that was.