I am stupidly obsessed with the fantasy of you, the man who owns me in my entirety, to also unload himself in his entirety into my little womb. I crave the warmth of your slimy goo, your satisfaction, the gratification of having been a good girl for you. – So, naturally, my door is wide open for you to sink and cream right in.~
But I don’t want to get pregnant. I want to stay a lithe little thing for you to tower over, for you to toss me around, to feed my complex of seeing you as superior to me. – Feeding my desire for approval, for worth, for recognition.
The issue is that I really don’t cope well with taking the pill. ㅠㅠ Ever since COVID I feel like I lost grip on my life and I don’t trust myself to take it on time. Not to mention that it gets me really dizzy! – Gladly and sadly alike there currently is no reason for me having to take the pill at all, as there is no “you” in my life, worth taking it for.