*Hopefully this isn’t too long to be interesting! I finally figured out my boyfriend and learned even more about myself in the process. I think this night and the one from my previous story helped me to be better at writing these types of stories. Enjoy!*
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I still remember my first time. I remember losing my virginity in a cheap hotel room out of state and away from home. I remember not really wanting to lose my virginity that night, but not having the courage to say no. Since then, it’s been hard for me to know who I am sexually. It wasn’t a violent night or anything. Nothing to really dwell on, but it wasn’t that enjoyable either. I’ve since moved on and found that I quite thoroughly enjoy being with someone in such an intimate way.