**little bit fucked up true story**
**sorry for error of all kinds (grammar, punctuation et cetera). I wrote this peace in one setting, didn’t think that it would be that long in the beginning^^ Also English is not my nativ tounge, so please have mercy.
I can upload the photos if you want.**
**Short version at the End**
**Pre Story 2009-2012**
First a little backstory, because this is about a girl i knew sine 2009. The girl in question back then was together with a good friend of mine. She was really special compared to other girls i know then, but that time i didn’t spent much attention to her, we just started getting to know each other.
Also 2009 i started to struggle with depression, a few of my friends back then began to notice, but our circle of friends wasn’t that much in to talking about feelings. It all was more of a shallow friendship we had back then so i had no one to talk about it or just to let them know how i feel.