I have been really craving crazy dirty talk/role play/ fantasy/ humiliation (boyfriend tells me he wants to fuck hot women – at my request) and he really does try but it’s just not his thing… which is fine. So I decided to write in my notes app while he was a sleep and I was feeling extremely horny… I wrote quite a few “fantasies” or “erotic literature”… something along those lines… but kinda goofy. Been writing a lot today and re read my stuff… which sounds good to me… I don’t write in the appropriate way that an author should. I guess I could try but it doesn’t feel authentic to me. I’m finally off some manic hyper sexual kick I was on and now it feels cringe to re-read all the spelling errors I have made… which I thought would be a great idea to post to the public. 😣
Now it feels a bit embarrassing. More so about the awful way it’s written rather than the material… although that is highly debatable… I understand most people hold judgements overly highly horny/kinky people… but all this shit I fantasize about is not real nor would I ever make it real… some yes but most definitely not all.