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I woke up with a headache. Me, my brother and my mother were spending a few days at my grandparents apartment while they were out of town, so that my dad, who was working from home during the pandemic, could get some peace and quiet while working.
The previous night I had, as I had the last few nights, masturbated thinking about my gender bender fantasy. This reminded me of my daily routine that I knew was completely useless, but alas, I was addicted. As usual I moved my legs around to see if my penis and balls would rub against them. My heart jumped when I didn’t feel anything, but this had happened before when I was especially flaccid, so I kept moving. Still nothing. My heart was beating quickly when I moved my hand under the sheets and down towards my genital area. The usual bulge was gone!