Even at 18 My parents were strict . I could barely go anywhere or do anything without their approval . I would masturbate and take nudes and that would be about it .
My 19th birthday came around and I was just over it. My freedom was much more important, I will no longer live in a place of controlling people that felt entitled to my life . I started to do what I want when I wanted .
I met this man on Instagram he couldn’t believe I was only 19 but whatever .
He and I would FaceTime everyday, Sometimes we would visit eachother,
he would take me places and we would chill. He and I became very close, I told him everything he’s like my best friend, yes I even told him that I was a virgin .
A few nights ago, went to his place not to mention that him and I had already had the conversation of us having sex . When I got there we were just watching a movie and talking with eachother . I felt his hands go up my thighs and I looked at him like “oh really this what were about to do ? “ in my head I was thinking “damn I’m scared , I hope he likes my body . What am I expecting ?”