Maybe 6-7 years ago a guy started working where I did. I immediately wanted him to push me against the wall and fuck me hard. I couldn’t stop thinking about having him inside me. He had a girlfriend so I knew there wasn’t a chance of anything happening. I also didn’t have much confidence that he’d even want to fuck.
I’d say we had the typical work friend relationship. We’d talk all the time when he worked. I loved when he worked. I flirted here and there and I could never tell if he knew. His name starts with a B, so I’d call him that most of the time, more so when I was flirting. We worked together for about 5 years. He got promoted during that time and that just made me want him more.
We shared a best friend at the time and the three of us would go out to eat together. B and I never hung out just the two us. We met to get food one night, like the third time we’d gone out. I was late, the guys had already ordered our drinks. I drink water with extra lemon. When I got there they told me they ordered my drink. They both knew it was water. B insisted I drank it with extra lemon and our mutual friend said no. It’s not much, but him remembering the lemon and the extra part too just did something else for me.