Part 7
With James sat on our sofa looking like a wimpering puppy I outlined how life was going to be from now on. At first I was nervous, but as soon as I started talking all my thought and feelings tumbled out. I let him know how pathetic I thought he was and my respect for him had disappeared literally overnight. I no longer had any desire for him and knowing he could never fulfill my needs would only make me resent him more. The more I spoke the angrier at him I became letting him know that from now on his role in our relationship was to serve my needs, but I let him know in no uncertain terms that I never want to see his pathetic penis again. If he needs to degrade himself then he is not to do it in the house away from our growing family. The look in his eyes as I finish my tirade is a mix of pain, betrayal and acceptance. As I leave the room I remind him that the spare room has a spare mattress to sleep on. I make my way to bed to finally sleep feeling exhilarated and free.