[MF] An Actual Aphrodisiac

[Potential trigger warning]: There’s drug use here and while it is all consentual the way things were done may be deemed dubious by some.

**Some Background**

From my username you can probably figure that I’m into some out of the box stuff. Hypnosis to me is fun because whether or not it is real (I still wonder when people go under for me if they are merely playing along with the role play) it creates a space to let go and unabashedly enjoy yourself. It’s so sexy to me, to give someone access to your subconscious is perhaps the greatest act of submission. We barely have influence over our own subconscious, so for you to allow me access? Well, it scratches my apparent deep, dark manipulation kink. That said I’m a hedonist, my intentions are good, and I’ve been upfront with anyone I have engaged with in any dynamic that involved anything beyond vanilla sex, including my current girlfriend. Anyway, this story is about control, not hypnosis, though sessions with my girlfriend may have been the catalysts to allow this to happen.