[MF] I slept with my high school crush…

This one’s going to be a bit long but, hopefully, worth it.

This happened two years ago and to this day it’s been my most fulfilling sexual encounter, if my most shameful.

I was 24 at the time, a slightly bigger guy with a decent build. Enough to give me self-confidence issues but not enough to make me hate myself. I got a text out of the blue from a girl that I knew from high school, we’ll call her Marissa.

Marissa and I had a couple of classes together in high school, and the classes that we did have had very strict seating policies. There was no opportunity to ‘move where you pleased’. But as fate would have it, we ended up sitting next to each other in some fashion in each class.

She was this lanky, awkward girl with the type of hair that looked more at home in the aftermath of an explosion than on a head. It was brown and curly and everywhere. We talked endlessly about anything and everything, and it was a miracle that we were never separated.