I want to get this off my chest since I have told nobody about this encounter at all. Im both proud and disappointed that it happened.
TLDR: I had just had a bad breakup. Was friends on social media and started to casually chat after a suggestive post she made. One thing lead to another and we organized meeting up for me to eat her out. We did much more than that. We met up a few times and she was the best sex i’d ever had. Unfortunately despite it being made very clear at the beginning there were to be no feelings involved, to which she agreed it was for the best, she immediately developed them. She became increasingly frustrated I did not return her feelings. She has some problems and I had to end up blocking her after she sent very sketchy images of self harm to me.