So my boyfriend and I have been going out for 4 years pretty much for all of highschool. He is 18 and i am a few months shy of 18. We only recently became sexually active … Like last year. Last year was the first time i’d given a blowjob, and the first time he git one. It happened at his house when his mom was out. The second bj happened this past valentines day, and i gave it to him in the movie theater. We had been playing around in oubkic before, like going to the downtown park at night and embracing each other as if no one could see us, so I guess this third blowjob which happened this past weekend isnt so random after all. This one happened at a lake at night. We had spent the whole day with each other there at the lake and our adrenaline was already pumping hard thanks to not only our hormones but the airplanes that came down so low we could be carried away by the drift. It got darker and we had gotten more excited by then… The funny thing is…i dont even remember how i ended up on his cock…. How there was a transition into it, but i somehow feel i initiated it…. I know i initiated it. Anyways this was so the best bj ever for me, the most pleasurable for me. it was so dark and isolated it was as if the universe gave us this absolute privacy while the booming sound of the planes kept me feeling so vulnerable and bad. I’ll never forget how the moonlight looked on our skin either…. I gave him my all like i always do, but this time i felt so relaxed and i started losing focus of everything else around me. It was like nothing else existed but him and his cock. The dark helped me to be less distracted from my sense of sight and i was able to absorb the feeling of his tip in the back of my throat and his shaft along my tongue. I didnt have control over anything it seemed except for his cock and how i could please him. At one point i figured out a way to press the back of my tongue towards the roof of my mouth and massage with my lips simultaneously.. this was so rythmic and i bobbed my ahead along… The whole act was just… Hypnotizing for me,its like i couldn’t stop doing it. Soon enough it was all throat action and i was desperatley trying to make sure he felt the control with which i was caressing his cock with deep in my throat. I finally came up with a large gasp that i think startled him and i uncontrollably without even having thought about it told him that i want to please him and give him exactly what he wants. I went back to sucking and withiut thinking, i stopped and asked him to help me, to tell me what he wants. He pointed to the underside of his cock and told me to get that area there, and sucked with a few bobs before i pushed him in deeper with my mouth open while i extended my tongue and i licked the area he had told me to give attention to. I relaxed my neck and let my mouth slide down further on his cock.this didnt take much effort at all, and i could even breathe in through my nose and out through mouth. Staying there i closed my lips around his cock and he did the best think ever. He placed the tip of his finger under my jaw. I looked up at him into his eyes. He pushed up, and his cock slowly slid out and onto my lips for me take him in again. He did the same thing again, but this time I understood.. as he pushed up i tightened my lips and when he slid out an audible popping sound was produced… His eyes…..his smile… And he said”omg you’re so fucking sexy”. Tears streamed down my face, and i was so happy. He stood up as i remained sitting there on the sidewalk leaning against the bench. He got right in front of me. I sat on the bench. He got right in front of me with his hands softly caressing my neck and face as i took him in again….. Eventually he stopped me, put it away turned me around and pushed my back so that i knew what i what he wanted. I got on the bench on my knees and bent over my upper body hanging overthe back if the bench. My ass was to gim amd he spanked my ass amd pussy through my jeans. he pulleddown my jeans and rubbed my pussy through my panties…. And mom called his phone. He answered it.i pulledup my phones. She was getting closer to the lake. We had to leave. And even thiuhh he hasn’t yet reciprocated, and even though of showing him my pussy, it was the most freeing experience ever.