I stayed with my girlfriend for a while after David and I went our separate ways. We stayed together for about 8 months but we were fighting a lot towards the end and decided it would be best to split. I was 18 and for the first time in a while I was alone. I felt empty. I had this hole that needed to be filled, if you catch my drift.
I was home alone one day and was just browsing the web, watching porn, chatting in chat rooms. Doing anything to make myself feel better. Then I thought about making a post on Craigslist. I knew it was risky but there was just this urge taking over me. This urge to be filled. I made a post that read “Young guy looking to be filled by big cock, will do anything.” I made a point to say I couldn’t have anyone over because at the time my Mom didn’t know about me being bisexual and I was afraid she would find out. I waited in anticipation for the responses to come in. After working through the usual spam that came in, I finally found someone interesting. He was 22 and was a little chubby but I didn’t care. He said he would come pick me up and had a spot that was private for us to go to. At that point the thought of risk was in the back of my mind and I gave him my address and told him I was ready. He said he would beep when he got there.