[F] A long-term fling, getting very intense

It’s taken me a while the type this up, and it has come to the point where I just need to share it with someone/anyone, just to get it off my chest.

In short, me and my dad have been in an on/off fling for a few years.

Lockdown has been such a weird time, and with him working at home and my online classes just getting more and more boring, we feel into an exciting, risky routine of just fucking. This latest series started slow on a few nights drinking wine and fooling around. Then sometimes ended up just having wild sex around the house. Now, it is just every night and just letting anything happen. Fancy dinner in the kitchen and then fucking on the floor covered in food, Done. Finding my old school uniform and doing a striptease then rough sex, Done. Last night was a slow sex night, candles, lotion, oils, slowly riding on top. I just don’t know whether we can stop or not, or if I’m just being addictive to the risk of it all.