When I was 20 me and a group of friends went to a party one of us was invited and heard it’s gonna be a great time. It was a big party at a house in the rich part of the city we live in. I probably knew 6 people at the party and their might have been like 200 people in the house. In one room it was like a living room they had people just going at it, they had masks for people to wear for some reason I seriously don’t know why. And later in the night after some drinks I decided hey I’m drunk enough to enjoy this weird shit. So it was kinda dark in the room they had some low lighting I got a mask, they only covered the top of your face. I walked around until this girl in a purple mask grabbed my hand and placed it on her chest we kissed and she pulled up her dress I took my pants off she pulls my dick out we have sex right there on the floor. It gets kinda hard to remember all the details but at one point when I was going to release my load and she was on her knees giving me head I pulled her closer and came in her mouth. In doing so I kinda messed her mask up a bit she took it off. She swallowed and her head still down began to lick me then I saw her face with the little light. No mistake that snapped me out of it, grabbed my pants and left ran out of that room real quick. I later found one of my friends and said I need to get out of here so he gave me his keys and told me to just go lay down in his car. While leaving I see the girl I had sex with no mistake same dress no mask she was walking with a few other girls it was my cousin. I got in the car and passed out I woke up two hours later my friends were leaving they woke me up saying they got out at the right time the cops were called. I’m guessing from the loud music on one side of the house. I never told my friends what really happened two of them also hooked up with girls at the party. And a few weeks later while at my cousins house I walked into her room while she was out and found the dress so that made me sure it was her. Here’s the thing it’s known to most of the family that she’s kinda slutty she’s been found at other parties since then. But whenever I see her at family parties or other events I can’t help but think back to that moment. Here’s the thing I’m not attracted to her she’s kinda a bitch but that memory is stuck in my head. She has no idea I’m the guy she fucked. And I have to admit she gave the best head.