At 18 I [F] Lost My Dildo Virginity Tonight

I’m just so proud of myself and I thought you guys here might enjoy this!

I am by technical standards, a virgin. I almost lost my virginity to a girl but we didn’t go all the way, and I’ve always been way to scared to insert anything, including fingers. I have been sexually active from an early age, but I’ve only ever experienced clitoral orgasms. I own a dildo but I tried it once and it was really painful, but tonight I was being slutty on Reddit and figured I’d give it another go.

I started by getting myself nice and wet which happened pretty quick. My dildo was made to be an anal dildo, but it’s sleek, black, and had a nice curve to it. When I tried to insert it it stung, a lot, I think I might’ve almost cried. After calming myself down, I grabbed some lube and let me tell you I used a LOT. I finally got it about an inch in and it was very uncomfortable and my body kept trying to push it out, but I persisted.