I’m [38f] completely in love with my husband [32m] and have enjoyed sex with him for many years. Year after year, it just gets better, but this year has been totally different. I have always craved cum and love how it feels on my body. I don’t think he really understood how much I loved HIS cum and how much I wanted to completely submit to him, giving ownership of my body and self-control to him during our playtime but in the last month or so something has changed. It’s like he finally believes me when I say how much I love his cum and worship his cock.
He’s such a gentle and respectful man, attending to my every need and desire, but it was like he didn’t think he could unleash his inner dom. Once I saw that his dominant side had been slightly awakened, I spent a lot of time (a little over a year) inviting my dom to come out and take complete control of his cum-worshiping slut. Then one day, while he had my legs wrapped around his neck and was slamming his cock in my pussy, it was like we crossed the threshold, and there is no going back. He finally let me see him as my dom and took complete control of me. In some ways, I feel like I opened the doors for him to feel 100% okay stepping into this role and this aspect of his sexuality. In another way, I wonder if he has been seeing how desperate I’ve been for him to use me as a cum receptacle for all his daily ejaculation needs and has been getting off on this aspect of withholding.