I am a 33 year old straight male but I have been having sexual thoughts about men and wanting to have sex with men at least for the last 8 years. I have only ever slept with women and I have never confessed this part of myself to anyone due to the shame and guilt that I felt about it because of my cultural background. Let’s just say that I am from a place where homosexuality is not tolerated and it is punishable by death. I watch bisexual MMF porn every now and then but I have never had the courage to act on it and try it in real life. There were times that I felt so ashamed of my fantasies that I even had suicidal thoughts. So all my life I have kept this part of myself buried deep within me and never told anyone about my deepest, darkest desires. Until I met her…