There are thoughts that stay in a limbo. They never really come out fully formed. But they also do exist, in some way. I had that kind of thought.
It was last summer. My daughter had just finished college and was back home for a few months as she figured out the rest of her life.
Somehow it had never quite struck me before, but she was not my little girl. Not anymore. She was a grown adult woman. And a beautiful sexy one at that. She has taken so much from her mother and so little from me. Lucky girl she is. And that summer I finally noticed. Her beautiful eyes. Her sensual curves. Even her voice had some vague undefined feature about it that just screamed “I am made for pleasure, yours and mine”.
I could never really think that, of course. So it stayed in that limbo of thoughts that exist and don’t. It was a random glance too many. It was made of fleeting moments as she walked to the pool in a red bikini.