Yesterday, for the first time, I felt capable playing a dom top.
While visiting the college I graduated at (mid 20s) I popped open Grindr, setup a top hookup, and make my way to the dorms. In my few experiences topping, I’ve never known what my partner wanted and always felt I was messing things up, so I had stuck to bottoming for a little while. Today, I was resolved to get better and wanted to try some of the things I’d want a top to do to me, but only if my partner reacted well.