At the age of around 25, I’ve always been told I am good looking, and have had mixed results with girls over the years. At this time I had a serious long distance girlfriend, and sometimes satisfied my need to feel desired or for quirky sexual fulfilment on the quiet. Through fear of diseases like herpes or HPV I always largely kept these interactions to foreplay only. Luckily I have a ‘thing’ for lubed handjobs.
I had downloaded tinder, and maybe for the fear of rejection, tended to strike conversations either women that you could say were ‘below my league’ for want of a better phrase. I never met with any of them, apart from one. I’d chatted to a few older women, but one of them seemed lonely, not very confident and we chatted lightly sexual. She had dark hair, was slightly overweight and the last person anyone would expect me to be looking to hook up with. She explained she had a few young men bail on her at the last minute, it was all just words and they never carried through.