It all started online when I saw his face. I wanted him instantly. He had messaged me about starting something non-monogamous. I was annoyed he had contacted me for something as menial as a fuck buddy. But he readily explain he was actually in the market for a steady girlfriend. I asked him why doesn’t he do monogamous. He admitted he was married. This led to a conversation that was very free flowing and easy and I liked him instantly.
We texted constantly and started to connect on another level. Then we upped the ante and we skyped. I was nervous because reality often has a way of disassembling your imagined vision of someone so completely that sometimes you’re left wondering how you ever became attracted to them in the first place. But he was handsome and composed with a silver speckled beard and penetrating eyes. He looked slightly nervous. His voice seemed mature, I wasn’t used to dating 40 year olds. He was a business executive for a PR firm. He was ambitious and sought to live life to the fullest. Nothing was sexier.