I lost my virginity and found out I am bi. [MM]

This all has happened just last night.

I am 19 years old. I have always found women to be attractive throughout my life, but ever since I reached my early teenage years, I always wondered about my sexuality. In high school, I never expressed any sort of affection towards guys because high was a cruel atmosphere, so I always sexted with people online on Omegle to flirt with, trading pics and talking to dirty to them.

Now that I am in my late teens, I felt it was time to take a jump. I didn’t want to just keep sexting people anymore, but I also was nervous, I never have been in a relationship or had sex with anyone before so I was very uncomfortable with meeting someone to even cuddle with. Nevertheless, I decided to give everything a try. I made an account on Grindr to see options nearby and I was flooded with interested people, but I didn’t want to meet sex crazed guys, I wanted to meet someone I could build a connection with, although I stated in bio a relationship or sex was not for me RN.